Friday, June 20, 2014

Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim....

Since 2010....lama jgk x post apa2 kt sini...tahu ada blog cuma x update sebab malas campur bz mmg x jd apa la kan. hehe. so arini, 20/06/2014, bekerja di sebuah travel agency yg baru sgt bermula tp sy nk jd pioneer n grow together with them. 2014 is another story in the making, great ones. because this post is more to 2013 actually. 

2013. Year of ups and downs. happy and sad. loved and not to loved. abis je study kt uitm puncak alam, by end of 2012, i was like a terrible person. Masha Allah, ujian Allah mula aku rse n nmpk mcm nyata. mmg betul2 mengajar erti kedewasaan bila lps abis bljr aritu. family, life, friends, work(REAL WORK) n many more. 

2013. I have landed myself into my very first job as a Trainee Manager in a boutique called Massimo Dutti, KLCC. January 31st 2013, went to ZARA intervw, convinced by Wan Nor Akmal, kappa sis in uitm dungun. so i went. I dunno about the brand existence,(what a shame!) but i pretend like i knew it. (fashion,style n fake ur face) is my talent. hahaha. nay, but i cover n said as i knew. HR intervw by Wei Ling n Debbie. these 2 women saw my talent to be in MD instead of ZARA. so i got it!! Syukran n happy!!

2013. February 9, landed in MD KLCC. earlier stage ni, aku tumpang kt umah sewa azad kt setapak. whew. mmg menduga. huhu. dlm hati dah menangis, tp telan jelah. hehe. what do u expect from ur very first job kan? wpun keje dlm bangunan KLCC, tp klau kau keje berdiri, shift, whoa! u better stand tall like running in Alexander McQueen Armadillo heels!! hahaha my first 3 weeks was sooo hell tiring. duit xde. ulang alik keje harap ihsan Azad. makan kdg2 dia bayar, Bobby n Rafi belanja. im soo terhutang budi dgn diorg ni. semoga Allah membalas budi baik kalian. sob! tp lps almost 3 mggu stay dgn Azad, aku jd segan sbb Azad pn ade life dia jgk, lg penat sbb dia keje tgh malam. keje aku plak shift, kdg2 mintak tlg dia anta p kt lrt wangsamaju. pengalaman betul. huhu then, aku pindah p ampang, sewa blk kt umah malai. gosh! feels like home. Malai tok org Srwk, bestie Kak Dolly n Merry aunty nya si Fizz. sik lamak kmk kenal dgn nya tp mek rasa sidak nya bait gilak. menolong org. bagus nak? haaa...kmk boleh juak klakar srwk tp sik lah pandey kedak org sia. hehe. so kt ampang, travel back n forth by bus. ade hari, aku drive sbb off day normally aku akan blk klang. time ni mcm mana tah. life is cool by this. i accept everything as bleesed, indeed, than u complaining, what did u get? am i right? 

2013. back to work, i met MD KLCC MGR,then, Kalene Kristine Lopez. petite, sempoi, hardworking, lovely, big hearted, best teacher, great friend, sisterhood, u name it. hahahaha. she is the best person i have ever known, (when stepping out into this reality,i act innocent to stranger) n then get to know other siblings Din, Amin, and others like Masrijah, Inda, Sab, Jojo, Remy, Mattop.  my life at the back was like tumbling down. so I only share things with my only Kalene. instantly i felt like she is my sister sent from heaven. until today. im grateful to get to know her and all my new bestie. 8 months being with MD, ive been thru everything. from zero to knowledgeable. 

2013. March. going to be my convo day. since ibu n ayah dah kt kg, so aku xnak susahkan diorg dtg utk konvo aku yg x seberapa tu. first person i have come up with is to honor Kalene n D to come with me on my convo day. n they agreed! n im happy! nobody else i could share my happiness with after my family than my own besties! so all gone well even Kalene pagi tu dtg pakai cheongsam, last2 p kt kdai Allen tukar n pjm baju kurung 1. haha. all went great that day. wpun panas n lama diorg kene tggu. but i saw their courtesy to be with me sincerely. im touched. huhu.

2013. being at work place, real work place, has made myself clearer about the realities. Amin, Din taught me so much. smtms im not confident, i will refer to them. little by little i gain confident. how to impressed customer, to cheat them, to cheer them up, etc. i try my best to be nice n get closed with everybody so they wont felt left out. working under one roof u have to become a good team player. i made myself clear. then i bcme closer to my new boss then, Inda. petite, xtive, hyper too smtms, curly hair n has this Kate Moss jaw. hehe. knowing her is like being with my kappa sis. so i dont feel awkward. after all, x salah buat kawan as long as u know where u are going n doing. kwn dgn diorg i kwn dgn kwn2 diorg skali. so i expand my networking. 

2013. Puasa. raya. first time. keje. pengalaman jgk. keje butik, shift. p bazaar ramadhan dgn Din kt kg baru sana. i take my life as wonderfully adventurous. bombastic as it sounded, i m happy with it. why bother to live at the top whne u can be just humble n happy down at the bottom? ;) kt rumah klau malai rajin, dia akan masak n kami sahur sama2. lauk sahur meriah mcm berbuka! haha thanks Malai! bila time keje, berbuka dlm stock room aka office. haha. gilir2. makan dlm tu. borak2. how sweet that time i couldnt n never thought would happened to me. all praises to Allah. reminiscing those days makes me feel happy. how far ive gone to get thru all the wires. im a happy kid no matter what! ^_^ blessfully, cuti raya i got the first batch so raya pertama dpt blk kg. yay! 

2013. lps few months, i feel stable n planning to go to Bali. Inda help me to purchased the tix. by then  kami nak pergi berdua tp later bru realized mgr x leh cuti skali 2 org. (by then i was at the level of supervisor) so i steady. xpelah klau kene g sorg pun. Bali je kot? (xpenah pegi pun) tp yakin jelah sbb kite pegi utk tgk tmpt org kan..dgn x study ape pasal bali, tahu2 beli ticket. x ke mcm kau nak masuk lompat ke mulut jerung?issh. so i nekad jgk. masa beli ni mmg xnak ajak rmai2 termasuk lah kwn2 baik. sbb masing2 ade taste masing2 kan n my taste is hideous. haha. i dont mind. Bali kot!! ;) so March2014, ticket to Bali confirmed.  


2013. i have made myself a cat, curious n learn everything steadily. i earn support from my surrounding. n OF COURSE from Allah Almighty that has planned the best to me. by all these paths, i just go with the flow. complaining n regretting is too mainstream when life is getting on your neck. just go back to basic. find ur inner voice, strength n hit all the wall. turned 25 has made me to be more thoughtful. even since school i was like that but what only matter when stepped in to realities, my view to the world has changed a lot more. by November, i have resigned, planned nothing for the next year but jumped into the ocean of uncertain depth. when i resigned, what i got in mind, was to help ayah settling down Angah's wedding preparation. n balik kg, cari keje kt ipoh ke penang ke langkawi ke. (konon2 nye la masa tu.) 



2013. balik kg lepas benti keje. by december i dah kt kg n trying to adapt how kg's life. masa tu dgn rumah ayah bru nak siap. brg2 pindah jgn ckp lah, 6thn punye brg drpd Klang sent off to KG BT 3 Temoh,Tapah, Perak. what do u expect? ;) . by these, i was thinking Allah has a better planing for the future so let us redha, tawakkal n continue facing life. past december. chaos here n there. but slow2 la telan kan. being jobless makes me feel like a socialite, i got more time to spend with my family. but tipu la kan i was too happy. i was living in the city kot. think i could just leave the vibe easily?? DEAD. hahahaha hell no. but as i have mentioned lah, slowly i telan n tinggalkan mana yg i rasa, alah xde pun xpe. so all good. by these days too, i jaga stall ibu yg hanya kt depan rumah, jual kuih muih, ABC, pisang grg, n buah2an. jd la org kebiasaan. seronok. pun life lessons jgk. think i can cook?WRONG. hahaha. masa mula2 ni apa i boleh tolong, abiskan smua pisang grg as i could. buat air sedap2. buat ABC. humm. quite a lessons. but as a cat, curious n wanted to be successful, i buat je. Alias bnyk tolong. Ibu bnyk tolong. Ayah bnyk tolong. best. 

to be continue......
fitting room photobomb!


Malai n Shahrol

Kalene

D

Remy, Mas, Sab

D n Amin

Ibu 

My instant brother n sister

Iwan n Rock Lee

waaarrrgghhhhh!